It's been so long since I blog. More than 10 days.

So many things to update. But only feel like update it when i'm not in a happy mood.

Its 12.43am. I'm not asleep. Lied to baby that I'm outside and he continued to belief this lie despite liah had told him she had sent me home. Not knowing liah had called me and told me about it. Why so worried for me? Even my dad and mum don't care how late and how I go out. What is so dangerous about bike? Only a distance less than 1Km.
Wanted to drive but rejected by my lame dad. Mood not very stable already and then received his call with such an unhappy tone. Who will answer back nicely?!
Who to blame?? No one. It's fate. All at the wrong timing.
Don't feel like sleeping. Maybe going to stay up staring at the ceiling. No more hoping for sms from him. Going to leave my phone thousands miles away from me. only my laptop and ipod accompanying me.
Some one! Get me out of this house to the park and run in such a quiet night. Shouldn't head home. Overnight at the park like how I used to be. No one will be worrying about me. peace.