It is always like that. Never seen each other for 3 days, we quarreled at the every first moment we met. What's the point?! Meet up and get upset with each other just because of small matter.
Mood changed abit better after 1st break... Better after 2nd break...
But back to worst after school... I admit that I am the one who started all this. I am the one who has the hot-temper between us. I am the one who want things go as I wish. I am the ridiculous one between us. I want people to talk back when I'm angry. I don't like people to give way to me. But you are always the patience one. You are always the innocent one. You are always the caring one. You will never go against me. Why you're so good?! Maybe you deserved someone better.
I don't know how to motivate you. I don't know how to show care towards you. I don't know what is important to you. I don't know what is right for you.
ALL I know is I love myself more than loving you, which is not fair. But I couldn't find the right way to adjust myself to adapt to you.
I told him, I don't want to see him. I told him, I don't want to hear him. I told him, to put his hand off. I told him... ... ... many many many hurtful stuffs which any boyfriend wouldn't want to hear from their girlfriend. But still, I told him all. AND still, he does not show any sign of anger. Is he abnormal or am I abnormal?
He is a good man. A good boyfriend. I'm nothing compared to him.
My Present ♥ 
