It is always like that! I have many many many thoughts to write out in the blog but when I come in front of the laptop, nothing comes out of my mind. =(
Today I was late for school! But it's ok. I had started to slack in school lately. No motivation to school other than able to be with baby during the break time. Grades had been falling and X grade had been increasing. lols.
After school, actually thought baby can actually just sent me to woodlands station only cox baby said that he want to rest at home and not going gym with me and my mother. So wanted him to go home early and rest early. But baby wants to sent me all the way to Boonlay and to 243. I started to get angry. I agreed that you need not to accompany me to gym provided that you go home early and rest which what you wanted. I don't like you saying that you're tired and still want to sent me further which I think is irritating. I don't know how to describe the feeling. But, it's like you already tell me that you tired and not going gym and so u can just send me to woodlands. Then the next day, you still want to go more and think it is good. ARGH! I don't know la. But I hate the feeling that you didn't do what you said to be.
So almost the whole journey, I was trying to stay awake as I'm super duper tired and was trying to make a conversation with baby. I am still trying to figure out why sometimes baby don't get or understand what I want from him. IT was him to make me spend most of my after school time with him. NOW, IT was him to let me off from my after school time without him. You make me depend on you and now you trying to walk away.
In my opinion: Being in a relationship is a luxury. Being in a relationship HAVE TO make me feel happy. Being in a relationship HAVE TO be transparent. *I really did tell baby everything! Never hide any single shit. Being in a relationship is not easy because DPDP (Different people different perspective) Being in a relationship cannot be so calculative. It is good to have poor memory during relationship. (Which is one of my hiden talents, I sleep and forget what happend the previous day) =)
After all, I told baby today that; I had used the terms like "Lousy BoyFriend" & "Best/Good BoyFriend" on you but you have to remember that you are my one and only BoyFriend!
My Present ♥ 
